The Last Queen of the Night

Yasmeen El Khoudary writing from the occupied Gaza Strip

The Queen of the Night (Yasmeen El Khoudary)

July 5, 2010

The Last Queen of the Night is not the name of a mythical character, or
even an ancient Oriental queen or goddess. It is not the name of a
Parisian perfume or chocolate like "After 8." It is the name of a
flower, one that blooms only during the night.

A family in Gaza anxiously awaits the blooming of this beautiful flower,
which blooms for only a few nights every year. Sunlight bid the city
farewell, and left it with the majestic presence of the Queen of the
Night. In less than 15 minutes, the Queen descended from her palace to
her royal steps, and began checking on her surroundings, which lay
peaceful in the darkness. The family was excitingly observing every
majestic move the Queen took.

It is strange to many, but normal to this city, that this flower could
only be viewed at night. The family demand that the Queen honor the
garden with her presence, since their days are as unlit as their nights,
and they would not be able to enjoy her majestic presence either way.
At night, they used their camera’s flashlight to watch the flower and
report her presence. As the sun rose, the Queen’s throne receded.

It is a beautiful name for an equally beautiful flower. It sounds like
one of those names given to famous cities around the world, like Paris’s
"City of Light" or Beirut’s "Pear of the Middle East." These names were
given for a reason. Well, from now on, I’ve decided that Gaza should be
called "Queen of the Night" — if for anything, for the flower that

Gaza drowns in the darkness every single day and every single night. In
the day, darkness is not limited to the lack of light, means of
communication, hospital operations or any of the sort. Dark, in this
case, is the color of the prejudice with which the city is treated. It
is the description of the siege chain-sawing the city. It is the only
adjective that can be given to the dungeon that our enemies want our
city to become.

Yet, the Queen of the Night never fails to find her royal path to light.
The flower blooms, for she has a population to look after. So does the
city. The darkness which invades the city every day and every night does
not stop life from going on.

If music stops at a wedding because electricity was cut off, nothing can
stop the people from singing. If TV screens shut down in the middle of
yet another World Cup game, no one can stop the people from calling
their friends abroad and checking the score. If a desk lamp goes off,
nothing can stop an eager student from lighting a candle and resuming
her or his studies about the past glory of the Arabs, the countless
wonders of peace, or her or his dreams of a bright, well-lit future.

Life does stop, however, when electricity goes off at a hospital. The
doctors and the family of the patient stand helpless in front of the
moaning beloved. The whole city stands helpless. Even the Queen herself
stands helpless, and so does the rest of the world, which never fails to
assume the duties and responsibilities of the helpless no matter what
time or light of the day it is. The world might exclaim, "Be joyful, ye
people of Gaza, for your ‘enemy’ the merciful will dump countless boxes
of sewing needles and tomato ketchup on you! Be grateful! But I must
warn you, be discrete, or else the envious eyes of your neighbors will
eat the blessings away."

Seeing as the city is in dire need of sewing needles and tomato ketchup,
the world decides that the people of Gaza should finally be breathing a
sigh of relief. The Israelis attribute their generous acts to their
equally kind hearts. Yet, the Queen of the Night, the moaning patient,
and the people, are unable to locate neither the sewing needles nor the
tomato ketchup amidst the darkness.

The Queen of the Night is, at the end of the day, a plant like any other
plant. Like any other plant, it has an age limit.

Will the Queen of Night die during the city’s reign of dark, or will it
die during the city’s reign of light, if ever? Is she going to give the
throne to another queen, or is she going to be the last Queen of the

Yasmeen El Khoudary is a 20-year-old Palestinian, born and raised in
Gaza City. While in Gaza, she graduated from the American International
School (AISG) which was bombed during Israel’s invasion of Gaza of
winter 2008-09. She is a recent graduate of the American University in


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